I’m ripping myself apart..
I’m so completely sick of crying myself to sleep.
I can’t promise anything when I get my hands on that medication.. I really cannot promise anything.
It hurts to breathe.
I just want to stop crying.
Why does this happen to me..
I can’t believe this. I can’t believe myself. I can’t believe this.
I’m. Im so. I’m so awful. I’m such a wreck. I’m such a bad person. This is all my fault.
It’s so hard to breathe. Hyperventilating is my worst enemy..
I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t do this.
Where are you when I need you.